Freaking Out.

Got a text from Brent. He hadn't heard, so after my harassing him to do so, he contacted the hospital to see if they had the results yet. They said they are back, but they can't be given out over the phone. He has to wait and get them at his appointment which isn't even scheduled yet. I think the specialist he's supposed to see is on vacation.

I'm petrified and shaking, as I can't see how this can possibly be good. If the biopsy were normal, they would have told him so. Right??? But on the other hand, if it's serious, I'd think they'd have called to get him in with someone right away... Right???

To add insult to injury, I can't get ahold of Brent on his cell phone, so I can't even pump him for more details. So here I sit, alone at work, trying to smile at customers when they come in, with tears running down my face. My relief comes in soon, thank goodness.

Thanks to everyone that has offered their PPT's and please keep them coming. I feel like the world is crashing down around me, and I'm trying to stay positive, but I'm having a hard time. I am a major control freak, and I can't stand not being in control of a situation... especially one like this.